He finally apologized. And yet, it doesn’t make me feel any better. I thought it would. I just want him to see how happy I am and see him miserable without me. I want him to see me with someone else. Maybe that will help?
I don’t care if I get hurt.
I don’t care if it doesn’t last.
It will hurt when its over.
But I don’t want to miss the ride.
I just want to be with you.
I miss you. I hate that I miss you. i never wanted it to go this far. I wish you felt the same way. I wish you could see how much i want you to call. I have always had trouble moving on. separating my feelings. not getting attached. but i can’t help it. even though i can be a total bitch half the time, i can’t help but love everyone i meet.